Well that was harder than it needed to be.
Alex. I don't have a soul. I am a soul. I just have a body. Forgiveness is a very beautiful thing to me. I'm a lady. This is my blog. I'll prolly look at this when I'm old and see how far I've come. I hope I enjoy the reminiscence.
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Well that was harder than it needed to be.
Also, it sucks a lot that things just aren’t working out.
How about a selfish text post for a minute.
Cause that’s all I feel like I am lately. Straight up selfish. Because my dad is retiring and my sister and friends all graduated and everyone is so happy, but I’m not. I’m actually the complete opposite. My friends are all going their separate ways and my lifelong best friend who is my sister is moving away in three months. And anytime I bring it up, everyone is all, ” It’s their time to shine so let them have it.” I get that, and understand completely. I’m ecstatic that they’re going out into the world and finding their way. I couldn’t be happier for them. But in all the excitement, no one really looks at the ones affected most behind the scenes. I’ve been on the verge of tears for an entire week now, and the tightness in my throat won’t go away. And then my birthday! It’s being pushed aside for my dad’s retirement ceremony. Don’t get me wrong, I’m happy for my dad and his accomplishments as well, and I get that retirement comes once, or rarely twice, in a lifetime. But I feel like it’s just sweeping me further under the rug. It’s the last birthday that will be affected by my dad’s fire department schedule, but why does it have to be mine? But back to the graduation aspect of things, I’m just sad tonight that I didn’t get to see any of my friends to congratulate them or take any pictures or say any “just in case” last goodbyes. And it would’ve been okay if our little miscommunication didn’t occur and my dad and Amber could have spent time with us afterward.
See, it’s all very selfish of me. But I feel like walls are closing in around me and there isn’t a way out. I just want to be happy for everyone, so why is it so impossible?
Well sad.
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My AP euro teacher wouldn’t let our class watch Les Mis so we barricaded the door and screamed “VIVE LA REVOLUCIÓN” when he tried to get in.
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